Reputation

rep·u·ta·tion

   [rep-yuh-tey-shuhn]  

noun

1.

the estimation in which a person or thing is held, especially by the community or the public generally; repute: a man of good reputation.

2.

favorable repute; good name: to ruin one's reputation by misconduct.

3.

a favorable and publicly recognized name or standing for merit, achievement, reliability, etc.: to build up a reputation.

4.the estimation or name of being, having, having done, etc., something specified: He has the reputation of being a shrewd business

Reputation man well this blog could be a book but I will address a few thoughts and keep it going . As a youngester I did so much dumb shit all in a ttemp to establish a certain reputation. As a mature adult I look back at such like damn how dumb was I I should be a millionaire right now had I did things a tad different. Reputations usually proceed peopl and my rep aint the greatest nothing in my past says discipline or intelligence. Once a rep is established how does one change it. My conflict with the above stated definition is this the genral publics opinion of me really dont matter to me so why are they deemed worthy to assess who and what I am. Secondly can an already established rep be changed? The boy I was at sixteen is vastly different from the man I am at 25 therefore I find myself being judged for decisions made in my childhood which effect my progress as an adult. All i know is looks can be decieving and the rep that normally proceeds me is far from present day it hilarious. At this point I have forgot more than some of you clowns will ever learn so see me however you may but I know the truth so fuk reputation if you ask me cause most peoples rep aint reality.