One more time .....

Though months have passed the pain remains. I keep asking myself why, how,and thinking that somehow I should have done more. The talks and text prior to that day stand out and I wonder did I miss something. So many questions that will never be answered why didnt I come sooner why didnt I prevent this from happening. So many things I have had to face without you so many situations I look back on and say what would have been different if you were here to help me through. What I would give to spend one more time with you ...