INFORMAL EDUCATORS

One of the greatest lessons I ever learned in church wasn't from a scripture but just as powerful and relevant. I will never forget it either. Rev said "YOU CAN LEARN SOMETHING FROM ANYONE,EVEN FROM A FOOL EVEN IF THE LESSON IS SIMPLY HOW NOT TO BE A FOOL"! This simple statement has helped me through many situation and also made me acknowledge the role we all have as INFORMAL EDUCATORS and to take such a responsibility serious. You never know who is watching, listening, and mimicing the behavior they see you exhibit. I never want my words and deeds to contribute to the downfall of another. our youth are so impressionable and willing to attach themselves to any cause so why not give them a positive cause to be attached too. I aint talking church groups but people like me and you with real life experiences taking a second to drop a bit of knowledge to a young brother or sister to help them avoid a possibly bad situation. Believe it or  not whether we want to accept and embrace it we all play the role of INFORMAL EDUCATOR what type of lessons are you teaching.........

Follow your dreams

The world fears a person with a dream, because to have that dream gives you the ambition to fufill that dream. If you live your life fufilling that dream your going to glow man because there is a magnificence and a moment that comes with fufilling YOUR DREAM that you cant achieve being apart of someone elses -Killer Mike

Self Preservation

Self-preservation is behavior that ensures the survival of an organism.^[1] It is universal among living organisms.^{[citation needed]} Pain and fear are parts of this mechanism. Pain motivates the individual to withdraw from damaging situations, to protect a damaged body part while it heals, and to avoid similar experiences in the future.^[2] Most pain resolves promptly once the painful stimulus is removed and the body has healed, but sometimes pain persists despite removal of the stimulus and apparent healing of the body; and sometimes pain arises in the absence of any detectable stimulus, damage or disease.^[3] Fear causes the organism to seek safety and may cause a release of adrenaline^[4][5], which has the effect of increased strength and heightened senses such as hearing, smell, and sight. Self-preservation may also be interpreted figuratively; in regard to the coping mechanisms one needs to prevent emotional trauma from distorting the mind.

Screaming on the inside

Why are you so quiet today? The nice lady asked me but funny she used the word quiet. Its very loud noisy and chaotic at the moment at least inside my head. I respond I am ok just thinking. really I'm not ok. SCreaming fussing cussing crying and fighting all at once on the inside. Why you may wonder ha why not if you was me you would too. Thats the life for me these days. Bro got time my ace held by the feds only questions no answers lil sis struggling with the loss of the man she loved so dearly murded over bs it hurt like yesterday but its years old now just to name a few. But wait there is more I'm broke love life is non existant more responsibility than resouce and thats just the way its goes. Im not complaing tho just stating facts . I have found my niche in the midst of this choas and made myself at home. I probally wouldnt know how to function if things was any other way than they are. So even tho I am screaming on the inside I wear a smile on the outside............

Bad News

Bad news bad news bad news everywhere you look bad news. The phone ring bad news. Turn on the news bad news. Go to the mail box bad news. Good dying young elders leaving at a alarming rate whats next. Its all bad when your simply consit of seeing what bad news you going to get next. Really getting numb to the bad news starting to live a a life of nothing but bad news. They got the deck stacked and no hands coming my way wtf man bad news

DEATH?????????

I hate death but I know it s a destiny no man can escape. For me death leave scars unanswered questions, and a wealth of other issues.Yea I know we all got to go one day but here lately people leaving at a alarming rate. The demographics are all over the place young old good folks bad folks its kinda scary.Sadly some deaths are easier to accept than others. Sadly some are expected cause of the lives they chose to lead.They say you should learn something from you got thru but what is the true lesson in death? The deceased aint here to teach it because they the only ones that know. Some say death teaches us to maximize our days in the world and be hospitible and square all our affairs in the world etc etc... We can go on and on about lessons that death can teach. At times I am jealous of those that got called home . It got to be better than this bullshit we call life. Life minus chaos, lies, pain, bills, and all things negative no struggling and not a concern of any sort hell maybe death is a victory............

Let Me Be

Somethings and some people are just fukn stupid no way around it. Provoking a man with serious temper issues is not smart. Compare it to poking a sleeping tiger a stick. Whe he wakes up and rips ya head off dont cry blame yaself. Its stupid to be so concerned with your point being hears that you disregard all other logic in said situatons such as the feelings of the others involved and effected by your actions. I am from here now and here own assuming the role of that sleeping tiger. I aint fukn with yall so let me be and I wont harm you. Poke me with a stick if you want to but the response you will get you wont like so just let me be and avoid the whole situation. If you do decide to poke and provoke me save the victim bullshit you cant control my rage cause has you never poked me to bgin with we wouldnt be in the situation to fukn begin with ...........