Dont quit

Todays society is ever changing. Politicians still lying and dreams are being bought every day. Sadly iI have given in and allowed bsBS and negativity to stunt my growth. Things now days are no longer taboo with that being said there should be nothing that stop you from becoming the best you. Never judge success or progress thru the eyes of another. Never allow some one elseelse's thoughts dreams or fears to guide your life. Choices and decisions equal success or failure but to never try gives you no chance to succeed. Whatever you want out of life go do it and never quit......

Confused

Sometimes the qualities and the things they admire so much in me seem like foreign language or a mystery its crazy really to me. On a daily i wake up and strive to be the best that i can be, Yet demons of my past constantly pester me i guess we got to see what future holds but i swear i reached my pinnacle at like 13 years old the rest has just been a mess i made shine like gold ....

I tend to live a crazy life that's probably why I don't have a wife but in the midst of all my bad I did just as much good. Exposed to reality at a early age all my life I simply wanted to turn the page. No need in running from the reality that is me cause everything I ain't made me that I am. As the days go by and time keeps turning each day I keep on learning ...

Complex

Truthfully I am nowhere the me I know I am destined to be. One side of me is about saving the community and being a positive voice to the next generation but that same voice is seasoned at manipulation and has often been used to manipulate women for money and sex yea I know this shit is complex. Never have I ever really had press up to survive my bare minimum of effort tends to be better than average yet I know that a focused me is nothing shy of great yea I know this struggle is complex. Doing my best left me sad confused and upset but while I was bullshitting I was happy had some change in my pocket and looked at my best yea I know this shit is complex. no man is without flaw and we all have our vices. I would probably be ready to kill somebody son if the ever introduced my daugters to the type of shit that I once did yea I know this shit is complex. Yet each day I arise focused on the prize that is yet to come while learning to choose my battles wisely all the while fearing none hoping that i enjoy sweet victory prior to a bitter demise. Hoping my gift is not also my curse and my deeds will be seen loved and appreciated by the universe yea I know this shit is complex....

Stuck

Tryna make do with what I got but for some odd reason progress is limited. I never been a quitter fighting always came natural but i still feel stuck. Am i fighting to survive or is the struggle destiny idk but i feel stuck. I do all that I can to help other not for gratification but thats what we pose to do yet I still feel stuck. I aint planning on quiting but man i sure hate to feel stuck...

Kaci K

It's crazy to see you all grown up and doing big things. I am so proud of you and your biggest fan as I see so much than you can do. Congrats on the milestone as you are very well deserving of all the accolades. This is just the beginning and success is all that will be expected and or accepted of you going forward. The top is the destination so get ready and know your bro will be right there to aid and assist lets get it lil buddy...

Should I

Should I adore you the way I do
Should I think of you as much as I do
Should I consider the ideas that I do as they pertain to you
Should I let go and let be
Should I even feel that you would even check for somebody like me
Should I just stop thinking and sit back and see what this will be
Should I .....