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Struggle and strive strive and struggle be miserable alone with my pride or swallow it ask for help that's what being humble is right ...

when

When the things and people that once served as a release coping skill or escape become mandatory needed to make it thru your day then what release is left for a rainy day? When will peace be the norm and chaos merely a occurrence. When will peace be a regular way of life when can I catch a break and relax one day

hmmm...

If I lower my expectations of you and our situation do I in turn lower or lessen the chance of you disappointing me? Am I settling for less under the false pretense of hoping for the best or am I a glutton for punishment and subscribing to an illusion like all the rest....

simplicity

The absence of money love and loyalty have made me enjoy the simplicity of solitude. How quickly the tables turn when you no longer do things the way the want you to and find your voice and refuse to accept the bs they constantly selling. Broke and sain beats rich and living a lie fucc u too I always been resilient if nothing else now left to my own vices I enjoy the simplicity of the simple life I know am leading. ..

I refuse

I refuse to accept things from you that have no validity. I refuse to stick around and shower you with love when you treat me as if your enemy I refuse to act as if you do no wrong I refuse to believe that without life cant go on I refuse to hurt myself in a attempt to please another I refuse to take it on the chin and ask please dont do it again I refuse to keep trying to open the a door that you obviously never wanted me in I refuse to apologize when I did no wrong ...

Isnt it amazing...

"Isn't it amazing how you can talk so much shit but we still lack communication". Thats a drake lyric that has been so true in my dealings with women some more than others. Knowing all the old cliche sayings about communication ruling the nation etc etc. It never ceases to amaze me how many people suck at communication. It crazy how joe blow can tell you something that have you mad at your spouse partner or whatever title people use these days. Outsiders get greater communication from you than person you need to communicate with the most. Every rumor is true cause if it wasnt why would they have brought it to you and regardless of what truth I say you already know it aint true yep thats how it went. How easy it is to discuss anything dealing with lies cheating and such but difficult it is to address the things that make you the way you are. Constantly villianizing a innocent person will never get you far.....

Scars

Whether visible or hidden. Whether physical or emotional. We all have a few. A writer once said "Scars are there to remind us where we been but they don't have to dictate where we are going". Don't let the past control you in the present. Seems to me it be real hard to make forward progress while looking behind you ...