Not for me to understand

For the life of me I have yet to understand how in one breathe you hate a person and the next they get a pass and we have a meal and make peace. If I really hate you a steak aint gon bring peace. Negros get on social networks group me text and in there lil circles and talk cash shit I'm beat his or her ass on sight then bump into one another chat and take club photos as a peace treaty stop the fukn madness dont get me wrong some offense are small enough to forgive and forget but some arent but it raises red flags about what your convo about me when im not around is really like wonder did you set me up or sell me out but I guess it is not for me to make sense of