Why bother

Sometimes i feel like all i do is waste time and go thru the motions. Everything seems to be to the benefit of others and not for self. Friends and family use you like ya puppet and never show gratitude for your deeds.Drinking to pass the time nothing makes since why bother......

Lie to me lie to me lie to me so sweet......

I remember the first time i heard this statement in a song. O how relevent and powerful a statement it was at such a interesting time. Don't get lost in the sauce even the one that come homes and lays in the bed with you cooks ya meals maybe even runs ya bath water will cheat. I dont believe i am so awesome that it cant happen to me cause it has and more than once in more than one relationship. But my pride ask of you to please lie to me lie to me lie to me so sweet ignorance is bliss i know exactly what this is........

Hmmmmmm

The statement is comonnly made that men now days dont know how to treat a woman. They say chivalry is dead, love is a losing game, and everybody just wanna fuk and have a boo thang. So if this the norm whose fault is it? Women criticize men for there behavior 24/7 but ladies do you stop to think of the behavor you exhibit and how they may effect him in his approach to dealing with you? Chivalry dead huh naw i beg to differ in generations past chivalry was the standard now it seems to be an option. Chivalry is such a foreign experience to some women that have absolutely no knowledge in how to accept and appreciate chivalry when it is being shown to them. If i compliment her she say its game, if i hold her door or pull out her chair im showing out for attention. Love well thats one monster that has every been a easy conquer but its simple you get out what you put in and if you put ya best in and get played in the end its ok learn from your mistakes and not repeat them the next go round. The rise of the no title boo thang agreement is hilarious because if you have relationship rules interactions and expectations from your boo thang might as well make it official and save yaself the hassle. Last but not least everybody want sex with no strings attached well i think it takes a cold male or female to truly fuk consitently no strings attached if you have the ability to detach yourself from reality and the natural emotions having sex with a person brings you are one tough person.If you want more than sex from him or her dont be so easy to give it and they may appreciate it the fact you made em work for it......

Must have...

In order to prosper in any endeavor in this life three things you must have. These three things are DETERMINATION,DIRECTION,and DISCIPLINE. Without these you will surely struggle. Determination gives you the strenght and courage to continue when everybody says its a bad idea or you not seeing the fruits of your labor as fast as you may want to. Direction is vital without strategy and understanding of what you want to achieve as well as the obstacles you may be faced with than prepare to do tons of back tracking and losing. Discipline is the most vital component of the three. Discipline to pick yor battles wisely, discipline to know when walking away is really a victory, discipline to know when to shut the fuk up and not talk yourself out of a good thing. With these 3D's one can succed and achieve whatever level of success one believes......

MY MOTTO

I do not and refuse to endorse support accept nor willing indulge or participate in any types of FUCKERY,COONISM,TOM FOOLERY,SHANANAGINS, OR STUPIDITY. Keep that shit to yourself good day!!!!!!!!

I don't owe you shit

I am ranting once again this one has been a problem for me for years now. I hate for a person to feel I owe them something. This can be a friend a lover a ex etc etc. Who are you? What makes you so special to where you feel I should completely conform to any and all things that make you feel happy and important? It is not my job to appease your feelings or insecurities. I am not obligated to anyone but GOD,ESSNCE ,AND KYNDEN. The selfish misguided sense of entitlement is disgusting. I don't owe you shit.......

Sad Truth

One of the saddest things Ive learned to be true was reinterated to me today. Tragedy is possibly the easiest way to unite a people. In the face of death or any other tragedy everyone is willing to come to the aid of another. The uniting factor is possibly pain because pain spares no race sex or creed. Why is it that it takes the unthinkable or unexpected for people to grab hold to a cause and agressively pursue change? Politicians and several companies know this too and tend to profit as a result of our fears and pain. Tragedy shouldnt be the only thing that binds a family, community,city,state,etc etc hopefully one day we can evolve past this sad truth.....

SO TRUE

Watch your thoughts, for they become words. Watch your words, for they become actions. Watch your actions, for they become habits. Watch your habits, for they become character. Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”

A hard pill to swallow

Death is never easy to cope with. All people grieve differently. The death of a child is a whole different monster to face and I have yet to find the proper strategy to successfully face such monster. The fact that a innocent kid could be called home makes my mind race. Not yet fully understanding the ills of this cold cruel world. A person who has wronged not a soul but simply spread love and in some situations saved many simply by being alive. Maybe god needed this soul to spread cheer amongst the heavens. I may never know but none the less a hard pill to swallow ......