A hard pill to swallow

Death is never easy to cope with. All people grieve differently. The death of a child is a whole different monster to face and I have yet to find the proper strategy to successfully face such monster. The fact that a innocent kid could be called home makes my mind race. Not yet fully understanding the ills of this cold cruel world. A person who has wronged not a soul but simply spread love and in some situations saved many simply by being alive. Maybe god needed this soul to spread cheer amongst the heavens. I may never know but none the less a hard pill to swallow ......